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Sunday, May 31, 2009

Guys this is going to be a frustated, emo and sad post!! CAUTION!!

Here it goes.. U say u will come back during late may period after ur exams which i had waited so long for.. then last min u say what u cant board the plane cos of ur high temp?! i duno real or fake la.. everytime last min also got things pop out de rite?! KAO! if ur parents dun wan come bak or wad, just tell me the truth la.. dun keep changin, i am veri tired now, SERIOUSLY!

the fact u keep saying stuffs to me, i cant sense and feel it le.. i duno y and i told some of my frens abt it.. they agreed with me and said i had try my best.. of cos u dun mind la, cos nw is u feel like u lettin me down wad nt the other way, ZZzzzzz

actually i got so much frustrations and anger inside me just that i nvr vent out on u nia! everytime talk to u nicely and stuff.. and when i go out wif my frens, i saw those lovely and sweet couples holdin hands and stuffs.. i will become emo out of a sudden, no doubt.. nvm, say so much also no use.. i had try my best le.. now let's just part away ba.. i need to cool down now and think..

i am glad i still got my bunch of closed frens beside me always.. they are there for me always.. comfort, console and giving me advices if i haf problems and stuffs.. I thx u guys veri much!! =)

i feel much better nw.. just wanna say and vent it out and if still doesnt works, at most i go ECP wif my frens to the beach and shout lor! sure work de! always works! Argh~

OK enuff of all these, let me post smth light hearted nw! sat was a long and fun day wif my bros.. hahahaha +)

i duno why smth it's feel much better being wif frens than gf? u can be real crazy and stuffs.. lalalala, jajajajaja.. oo ya, sat morning we went for strongman training.. it's really gd and beneficial to me, thx sam for all those advices! woots~ then we went for our late lunch and trained to tampines to bath when glen go worked out for a while.. then we went for dinner and movie time! we watched night at the museum 2 and it was super duper funi la.. we keep luffin, hahahaha.. it did helped my mood a bit..

after that, wl ask me wanna go where, i say home ba as it was 11 plus le and i was veri tired.. just wanna go home and rest then sleep le.. i nid a gd rest.. today dun tink gg out le.. dun even haf the MOOD!! stupid.... ok la, till nxt time den.. CIAOS peeps~ (:

P.S. Do anyone of u understand how i feel right nw?! :/

11:48 AM

Monday, May 25, 2009

Hey, sry for the super duper late update!! hmm, i have been pretty busy recently, that explains why.. hahaha, but life's pretty gd and fulfilin (:

hmm, i decide to blog for a while bfr i go to sleep, LOL.. shall talk abt last sat and sun stuffs first ba.. went to work for the big event, I weekly and 8 days! hmm, nt bad.. the experience gained and met some new frens over there whom are pretty older than me but we still can clicked, hahaha 'no age gap' lol lol

then the two days still got a mini concert and artists went over to stand stage.. a lot of ppl came over to look at them la, damn crowded and hot.. so mood also become bad and i was sweatin lik a pig =.=" zzzz i was quite dissapointed wif my sales on sun but oh well, it's over le.. thx celest for introducin me tis job.. long time nvr see her le but glad her life is fine and pretty good ;)

Oo ya, wl and glen came over to find me on sat.. kinda surprise but yea.. sat after work, went out wif them and home sweet home.. hmm, i guess i nid more rest la.. i feel that i am a bit weaker nw, duno why.. maybe lack of rest and irregular meals?!?! OMG, i dun wan tt to happen.. shall try to sleep early everyday and eat at fixed timin.. i wan to be healthy and happy always la, lalala XD

Hmm, today did nth much.. just rest at home.. cos fri/sat/sun had a long day outside therefore today dun feel lik gg out le.. just wanna stay at home rest and nua, hahaha.. home's the best la, cosy! ^^V

Tml goin gym in the mornin wif lucas and wc.. meetin them at mush.. after that, gonna haf lunch tgt then i will be gg tamp for recruit express.. i got 2 interviews this week.. Wish me lucks ba ppl!! hehe.. i gonna sleep le, Ciaos guys ~

P.S. If this is my fate, then i will gladly accept it...

10:23 PM

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Weeeee! i just bought a new shirt, grey jeans and brown leather belt.. haha, happy happy (: but wallet got hole again, LOL.. it's time to curb and control my spending if nt GG

hmm, went to watch X-men Origins: Wolverine in the morning.. overall, it's not bad la.. duno why some of my frens say not nice, not worth to watch.. anyway, i am surprise that Jon wanna come out cos he been stayin at home for duno how long le, lol.. after that, we went to food junction for lunch and he went home while i went to suntec to hand up my timesheet and do some shoppin ard :)

glad that i bought the things i wanted to buy and home sweet home.. today my leg kinda of sore and pain cos ytd do squats.. sianz everytime do squats, the nxt day leg sure CMI de, nid ard 2 days to recover, sad =x

hope tml recover le ba.. Oo ya, tml meetin wei chong and lucas at mush for gymin, haha.. so long nvr gym tgt le, look forward tml! ;) gonna sleep soon le, if nt tml no strength.. haha, till nxt time den.. CIAOS~

P.S. Actions speak louder than words

10:55 PM

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Moshii moshii peeps! back for more updates (: Hmm, i just ended my job wif ttsh cos the swine flu alert change to yellow and they said dun nid so many temp staffs le so sacrifice us lor.. always lik tt, xi guan liao =.="

Ytd met up wif wl and we went to century square for lunch and shopped at T1 cos i wanna buy my grey jeans but the number of grey jeans onli a bit nia and nt to my likin also, sianz.. after that, supposed to meet up wif ttsh frens but they kanna delay by the ttsh staffs due to their timesheets thing so we nvr meet in the end, awwwww~

Then wl and i met up wif glen and we headed to bedok to play L4D.. lol, i veri long nvr go lan shop le and nvr play L4D bfr, SERIOUSLY.. so ytd was my first time tryin.. Woots, the sound effects and the thrill! wa lou, seriously nt for the weak heart sia, lucky i can take it.. we played the campaign 'BLOOD HARVEST' and ventured in teams of 4.. imagine solo alone sure GG, haha..

After that, it's time for home sweet home and wl went to cut his hair.. so we parted at bedok inter =]

today gonna hit the gym.. been a while since i last did squats.. ltr gonna train squats and lats.. tink the feeling will be veri song ba.. hahaha.. Oo ya, last sun went to the gym and realised my strength dropped cos been workin for the past few weeks and didn get to train.. sianz 1/2 la but lucky triceps strength still as strong as before ;)

Oo ya, wl told me life inside NS is tough and xiong, sigh.. he's storeman in armor and he's sick due to the amount of dust he inhale.. plus armor camp veri far from our area sia, tt's why he veri sianz always nid to travel for so long.. hopefully i get into first guards or navy ba.. life's will be much better.. May GOD BLESS ME!

P.S. I gonna treasure my remaining months and do all the things i want before going in NS +)

10:37 AM

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Yo Readers! this post gonna be a long, draggy and emo one.. CAUTION!!
hmm, started workin at TTSH on last thur 30/4.. workin at there nt bad, kinda relax and slack, pay nt bad plus still can online somemore, LOL..

met new frens over there and today is my OFF day.. so happy cos finally can rest and hit the gym.. suppose to meet frens for K Box after that, but one of them sick so last min cancel =( oh well, just nw meet up wif angel and ming shuang for a while then they went for their lessons le =x

dunno why, i haf this sour and bitter feelin in my heart.. nowadays seldom meet up wif frens cos we are all so busy.. some of them are busy wif their sch work, some are busy wif their NS and some are like me busy workin and etc.. Sigh~

Frankly speaking, i am fortunate and blessed to haf so many frens ard me.. ESP my few groups of closed frens =D

i really cherish every friendship alot and want them to last forever and ever... but no matter how close ones are, if nvr meet up and catch up, the friendship will slowly fade away.. i DUN WAN that to happen :(

now i want to say that i appreciate and thx all of my closed frens that came into my life and may we always be as close as ever k! =]

they are : " my sec sch buddies, 5 of us had noe ea other for more than 7 yrs and our friendships still goes on.. Bros 4 life! "

"wl, glen, nick and leonard" wl and i haf been frens since sec 1 and we know ea other thru our cca.. he's so funi and always lame wif me, haha.. till nw, we are still as close as last time, i am glad =D glen, nick and leonard are known thru weiliang de and we click veri well, BROS 4 life man! "

"Superman!" my last empire of I guides camp and we are veri bonded compare to my other empires and i loved them a lot, hahaha.. the superman spirit will goes on 4ever =D

"AC - adventure club!" my first and onli cca in TP thruout the 3 yrs.. met a lot of frens over there and will nvr forget our training tgt.. the sweat and hardwork put in ;)

"I guides!" joined i guides durin yr 2 and had lots of fun and bondin sessions wif them.. I guides rocks man!

and many many more of them.. too lazy to list out le, ps =x

this part is for my baby.. i noe u have been muggin veri hard for ur exams and tis yr is ur O's level so i dun blame u and we are driftin apart but nvm, rmb our promises made to ea other? no matter what, we haf come so far le, we will hold on to each other and continue on k? ily veri much XD

eh, dunno what to write le.. gonna go bath le.. till nxt time den.. CIAOS~

P.S. People tend to see my bright and happy side but they nvr see my low, dark and emo side..

2:15 PM